today has started rough, i had my physics midterm, which while i think did well on it, was on nothing i studied. Its hard to get her get out of my head but in a way I’m glad, I learned alot from her, and I’m sure she learned a lot from me as well Waking up has become decidedly harder but at the same time more rewarding, I feel like its more possible for me to be true to me now. As I write this, in the stillness and quiet of of my room i feel a bit haunted and the resounding silence makes this all the more hard. On a side note through talking with my friends i think that perhaps i do belong here, just mate not in the way i thought before, time will tell.
As this week has progressed i’ve learned a lot, alot of it was pain, still is, funny enough no matter where i go it hurts for an equally worse reason, i can’t escape it…I wish people knew…I wish i could go back…I want her back…but she doesn’t want me… #sucksbro
I really like these designs for some reason. The little touch of having specific weapons for each of them is great too.